from Lordstown Syndrome
Syndrome/Theatre
for safe keeping, empty the architecture on the next
generation: U P T O W N: the letters
drive their metal into nothing nothing the dark sky
of Market the daughter of
Murray ben Moshe v’Rivka who can’t afford
to see a theater a marquee once electric with neon
designed to be noticed at 45 mph so the flash would bend
across the dash oh naked branches phone wires
run ragged, yellow the leaves cutting the wind up: now
what alphabet crowds the mind the marquee letters filed
A to cardinal-red punctuations, a richness of
As, only one Q to spell out
the most fantastic titles a country could come
up with: to backlight an alphabet is generative, now
to stand so slowly beneath something meant quickly:
what slows what catches potholes, commas
For those who were born in the late 1970s and early 1980s, the most vivid past involved the forty years of decline that followed the closings. Deindustrialization did not displace them. It defined them.
—Sherry Lee Linkon, The Half-Life of Deindustrialization: Working-Class Writing about Economic Restructuring (2018)
I walk past the demolished bar on West Federal
where my parents met. For them,
it was the Agora, and before them,
the State Theater. For those after me, an empty
lot. When I say “Lordstown Syndrome,”
I am not saying I’m the reporter who coined the phrase
or a worker holding a LOCAL 1112
ON STRIKE sign off I-80. I’m saying that
when my generation walks through rubble, we know
what we’re walking through: the syndrome’s
syndrome, its aftermath hung-
over—its postindustrial
post-ness. Our awareness isn’t much to offer,
and I only ask that my version of it, dilapidated
and unrecognizable, be accepted
as when cantors recite the Hineini
and ask that their prayer be accepted
despite its shortfalls. You wouldn’t recognize it now,
my temple, but growing up, services were full,
and the cantor, a giant man,
would begin Hineini at the back
and recite it up to the bimah. It would start
so quietly that no one would recognize
its starting, but slowly, everyone turned
back to where he began
in Hebrew: Here I am, poor in deeds,
trembling and apprehensive
and with each step, it’d grow
louder: I have come to stand before you
and plead. I was a child,
and he was terrifying, like death itself
approaching. The cantor, of course,
wouldn’t see himself
in my remembrance. This is what I mean
by Lordstown Syndrome: it wouldn’t see itself
in my remembrance. But let me put it
this way: do you think another generation
was driven past that factory
for no reason
but to be told do you see how big it is—
how it keeps
going?
ABOUT THE Author
Allison Pitinii Davis is the author of Line Study of a Motel Clerk (Baobab, 2017), a finalist for the Ohioana Book Award and the National Jewish Book Award in Poetry, and Poppy Seeds, winner of the Wick Poetry Chapbook Prize. Her work has appeared in Best American Poetry, POETS.org, The New Republic, and elsewhere.
ABOUT THE ARTIST
Karl Zuehlke is an artist, translator, and teacher. His artwork has appeared in The Penn Review, Adroit Journal, Reed Magazine, Tint, and elsewhere.